I went down for a ten minute nap at 1o am. Not the smartest thing to do since I had to be at Shish's office by 11 and it takes a good twenty minutes and I had yet to shower. But it was really with the best of intentions that I'd wake up at 10:20 at the latest and make it on time. At 10:35 I was still in bed and figured I'd just call in and ask for an afternoon appointment since I'm usually the 2 pm slot. Except she was booked. And I chose sleep. But then the part of me that wants recovery said, "Erin if you don't get out of this fucking bed right now and show up to your appointment you're going to have one shitty day." So I called her back and said I'd see her at 11. I still had time...Except in the two minutes that I contemplated starting my day someone else STOLE my hour. I was pretty pissed at myself really for just completely ruining my day.
Can I say that I have so much work to do for work...and job applications to fill out...and money problems...and UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That it all just makes me want to go right back to bed.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
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2 comments:
hey erin
don't beat yourself up too much! you ARE doing better, I can see the evidence in all your recent posts. I hope your day turned out better than you feared, and if not well tomorrow's another day (and, yes, I know what a horrible cliche that is, but it's true too).
love h.x
Hey Erin,
Just wanted to say hello and thanks for your sweet comment. Thinking of you (and fighting the urge to crawl into bed myself at 6 pm on a Friday!!).
xoxo,
DG
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